I fell sry forever that nvm forget !

1st time i meet that girl is cute , she very like me love me but i , i de stupid make she cry cry and cry .

i feel i am the king but is not i just a rat that stupid no 1 wan de rat , but she say "nvm de i just wan with you .." but me never thking about it ...just make she very very very disepoint with me , can't say many sry cos is not use agin , i very up sad when i hear she got a bf ...y my heart are very pian... when she say the boy come find she take she hand hold tap ..walk together .... i almost wan to cry ... noting i can't say cos i the stupid , i am the 1 make she cry for me ..y ..y y will i do that i tell my self...

now i still can't tell she how many i like love her i can't cos she now got a very good bf with very love she ... she say do i love her when she be with me ...i will say no...but i do very like she very very ... i know now is to late to say i love you but i just can wish she can be very happy with her bf , hope the god will give she the best , and i hope the god can make me die or let me know how that she feel when she with me ... i wan to take all she pian and put on me now and forever that is i can make de ....

i still love she hope she never know , i still wan to wait she hope she never know , i still wan give she the best hope she never know , i still wan make she happly hope she never know , i stll wan do many thing that can make she smile forever hope she never know , last i wan to say i love you and hope she never know !

all this is becouse i am the stupid rat with no use mind ...

i still have many word wan to tell she and hope that she never know ...

now i just wan go to hell that make a good girl cry and pian ...

..................hope she never know i love her pls..............................